"Like if you love somebody, the love is always shifting or wavering. It’s always questioning or inflating or disappearing or denying or hurting. And the thing is, you can’t do anything about it, you can’t control it."

Haruki Murakami  (via onlytheilluminatisurvive)

(Source: iinertia)

You’re going to push me so far away one day that I’m NOT going to fucking be here anymore.

~ "If You're A Bird, Then I'm A Bird.": Just Talking..

itsthelesbiana:

How can you honestly sit here and say that…

How can you seriously sit here and tell me this…

How can you…

I don’t get it.

You don’t care… I get it.

You don’t know how to express yourself so you don’t… I get it.

I know I don’t express myself but that’s because I know how it’s going to end up….

~ "If You're A Bird, Then I'm A Bird.": Just Talking..

itsthelesbiana:

How can you honestly sit here and say that…

How can you seriously sit here and tell me this…

How can you…

I don’t get it.

You don’t care… I get it.

You don’t know how to express yourself so you don’t… I get it.

I know I don’t express myself but that’s because I know how it’s going to end up….

in conclusion

people r so fucking selfish

sometimes i think if i died tomorrow i would hope no one would come to my funeral…y

now that im dead n gone you want to come see me…please save it

go fuck yourself

i mean i can not express it enough  …how i’ve i tried

i mean i complain about my situation but it because im reminded daily of what i have to go through

its bittersweet

its taught me the true nature of people n even though its been hard…i hope i find a better place

unless i call people i wont get a call

unless i text people i wont get a text

not even an invite to a movie…anything

its so funny how when i am interested in doing something everyone has something to do or just cant make it…(however they always find a way to make it to things that other people r doing)but here i go being the fucktard to tag along when im invited…its sad 

wake up work go home..try to sleep

i can be so accommodating to peoples emotions n listen n try to be there..mayb go n above n beyond (b/c i love n ur my friends)..yet no one is willing to do the same for me

i just want to say i hate u all i hate this situation n i hope if i am one day in better situation

dont u dare care

Just because I don’t react, doesn’t mean I don’t notice.

(Source: aysayako)