in conclusion
people r so fucking selfish
sometimes i think if i died tomorrow i would hope no one would come to my funeral…y
now that im dead n gone you want to come see me…please save it
go fuck yourself
i mean i can not express it enough …how i’ve i tried
i mean i complain about my situation but it because im reminded daily of what i have to go through
its bittersweet
its taught me the true nature of people n even though its been hard…i hope i find a better place
unless i call people i wont get a call
unless i text people i wont get a text
not even an invite to a movie…anything
its so funny how when i am interested in doing something everyone has something to do or just cant make it…(however they always find a way to make it to things that other people r doing)but here i go being the fucktard to tag along when im invited…its sad
wake up work go home..try to sleep
i can be so accommodating to peoples emotions n listen n try to be there..mayb go n above n beyond (b/c i love n ur my friends)..yet no one is willing to do the same for me
i just want to say i hate u all i hate this situation n i hope if i am one day in better situation
dont u dare care
